Palm Trees, Ocean Breeze, Salty Air, Sun Kissed Hair

Since I worked here, I almost forgot the word 'HOLIDAY'. I'm still in my probation period, so I can't take my leave now. Me and my colleagues once talked about going to Lombok, but it did not happen. So some of us decided to go to Bali at the end of this month. I am super excited, I bought the ticket, I am about to book the hotel. I am sure that we are gonna have so much fun there!!!  Bali, here we comeeee!!!!!

Fat Girl

I am not trying to offend anyone, I am referring the title to myself. I realized that I put on weight since I stayed in Melbourne, due to the fact that I ate too much back then. In short, I gained 6kgs there. As I went back for good, I tried to lose weight by doing exercises, I went to my nutritionist, I ate healthy food, voila.. I lost 3-4kgs. Then I went Melbourne last year, for my graduation, and I ate everything I wanted, then I continued my job hunting and went Jakarta so many times (1 day job interview, 4 days catching up with friends).  So I gained 1-2kgs.
As I started working here, I realized that food is everywhere. It is like, everyone here can't stop munching.
So, I have become one of them and gained 3kgs in 3 months. It did not stop, I've been working here for 7 months and I gained 5-6kgs. I tried to stop munching, but it seems the environment doesn't let me losing weight (excuse). I feel fat, my pants are all very tight, it's like my fats is about to explode, and I don't feel confident anymore.
People say 'no pain no gain', so I guess I really have to start dieting, doing exercises, and all. Wish me luck!!

Working Life

Its been a while since my last post. I've been busy with my job, and did not get any chance to write here. I've been working in this company for like almost 4 months. So far, I am enjoying my job. I love the environment, everyone is very nice, it feels like I have family here. Some of them are super awesome, so that we can hang out together.
It is true that the pressure here is high, but somehow I enjoy working here. I love what I'm doing, I love meeting new people, I love number crunching.. In short, I love my job!! hahaha..
One thing, I cant  stop thanking God because He gave me this job. He really knows what is the best for me. In the end, I realize that it's not about my plan, but it's all about His plan.

Phisycally and Emotionally Exhausted

I've been busy with my moving stuff for the past few days, and I've still got so many things to do. It seems like everyone asking me for helps. I love helping people as much as I can, but this is not the right time. It's hard for me to say 'no' when people ask me for helps, eventho I am too busy I still manage to help them.

I am exhausted, phisically and emotionally. I havent finished packing, everything is like all over the place, and I still have to help people. Sometimes I wish I could be a selfish person, who doesn't care about others. But it's just a wish.. I know that I will never be that kind of person.

S H O E G A S M

Some of my closest friends know that I'm crazy about shoes. I always say 'good shoes bring you to beautiful places'. It has been more than 8 years since I started loving shoes more than anything in this world (exaggerating).

Years passed by, and I'm still in love with shoes. Eventho, my preference for shoes has changed. I used to love neutral color pumps and stilettos; but now I love colorful shoes, and started buying lots of flats, wedges, and cute sandals.

Last November 2011 I went to Kuala Lumpur to attend bff's wedding, went to the mall and I bought like 9 pairs of shoes. I went crazy when I saw those beautiful shoes, and felt like buying all those shoes. My friends were like 'you are definitely crazy'.

Well.. I am head over heels in love.. with SHOES! what can I say? 

BitterSweet Feelings

"I GOT THE JOB" that was the first thing that I said to my family and friends after I got a phone call from the company. Finally, after more than 6 months being a full time slacker and a part time job hunter; I can proudly say that I am gonna be a full time employee. My position will be corporate management planning analyst, sounds cool yea?

At first I thought I was gonna be super excited due to the fact that I'm moving to Jakarta regarding to that job. I was so happy when they called me saying 'you will join us in February', but as I started packing my stuff, I felt sad because I'm gonna stay far from my parents. I know that Bandung - Jakarta is only 2 hours driving, but still.. I guess that's because I've been being spoilt by my parents, especially my dad. No matter how old I am, I'm still daddy's little girl.

I went back Indonesia for good last year, and I've been spending most of my time with my parents. I traveled here and there with them, I accompanied them wherever they go, I drove them (they said I drive better than my brothers), I helped them doing lots of things, I took a good care of them, and so on.

One thing that I'm gonna miss the most is having breakfast, lunch, and dinner with them. The conversation during the meals are very important for us. We laugh, argue, and share almost everything.

Time flies too fast, and my time has come.. I gotta start the new chapter in my life, as an employee, and earn my own money. Wish me luck people.. :)

Happy (belated) Chinese New Year

I know that it's too late to say 'Happy Chinese New Year', but better late than never right? I am not Chinese, but I always feel the excitement every Chinese New Year. I guess that's because 90% of my friends are Chinese.

Last year's CNY was awesome, I was still in Melbourne and we had a so-called 'Hamsap Gathering'! As you can see in the picture, those people are my 'Hamsap Family'. Most of them are Malaysians, but there's no such thing as racism existed. Two of us are Muslim, we never have any problems with that, and so do they. We had pot-luck dinner and we had so much fun that night. I'm glad to have them as my family.

I didn't have a chance to celebrate this year's CNY. I supposed to go to Tanjung Pinang, my friends invited me to come there and celebrate the 3-days traditional CNY. Mommy let me go there, but daddy said 'you need to settle things, not travelling here and there!' Well, it's quite reasonable tho. Since, I'm moving to Jakarta in the next few days.

Anyways, I'd like to say Happy Chinese New Year.. I wish u wealth, happiness, and prosperity on this new year.. Cheers..

I Blog When I Can't Tweet Too Much

I decided to start blogging several days ago. To be honest I wanted to have a blog since long ago, but I was not confident enough to write my thoughts. Thanks to my bff Vicky, who encouraged me to start blogging. I love tweeting, eventhough some people say 'you tweet too much', 'you and twitter are inseparable', 'you spam my timeline'. People might not know that I love to express my feelings through those tweets, but I guess my tweets are bugging them. So, by starting this blog I hope I can write and share my daily thoughts without being complained by people.