Project Improvement Presentation

The title of this post scared me to death! I hate this bloody shitty presentation and project improvement which is one of the conditions in order to end my probation period. It took a year for us to end this probation, but I extended it coz I thought I wasn't ready for the presentation. Instead of getting a bad mark, I chose extending it.

There are so many problems occurred in the process, I really hate doing it! I felt like quitting so many times, but I didn't do it tho. I realized that applying for a new job is hard, so I decided to stay..

I guess I've been troubling so many people becoz of this presentation. I asked everyone's opinion regarding to my project. I'm thanking God that He sent me so many helpful people so that I am motivated enuf to finish this project.

Mobile Blogger

I realize that I'm not a good writer, I blog every time I feel like writing.. I post stuff once in a while.. I dunno whether I feel lonely or what, when I decided to start writing (typing to be exact) again.

I once saw an app named 'mobile blogger', tried to install it but didn't really use it. Just now I decided to install it and start using this awesome app.
Yesterday I had a rough day, it was all started from a silly thing, from morning to night everything went wrong. I shared all those shitty things to some of my closest, but yea I can't just complained and nag everyone. So, I guess this app would be my 24/7 ears! Thanks mobile blogger!

F L O O D

I hate flood since i was a kid, due to some reasons. Experiencing flood in Jakarta was my very first time in my life. Yesterday I got up at 2am, it was raining heavily, then I slept back and got up every 1 hour. I forced myself to shower at 7-ish, I was too lazy to work that day. I felt like staying in bed all day. The rain became worse at 7.30am, and I decided to go to work late. It was almost 8am, and the rain didn't even stop, it got worse and worse. My bosses texted us saying 'all girls didn't have to go work, and ones who arrived in the office will be evacuated'. 

I stayed in my room (glued to my bed to be exact) the whole day. It was so boring!! As I walked to the balcony, to see the result from that crazy rain, I was shocked and terrified.. It was flooding like a river. Everyone started calling me, asking whether I have enough food in my place or no, and everything. Thank God, mommy got me so much food last weekend! So I didn't have to worry about food. 

When the rain cleared up, me and my housemates went to the convenience store to buy more food and drinks. We passed thru the disgusting flood. Today, I'm having another day off just like yesterday. I stayed in my room the whole day, just like yesterday. Trying to kill the boredom by watching thousands dvds.. Hope tomorrow everything will be fine, no more rain, no more floods.. 

She Moved Out

Puput is one of my awesome colleagues (the one wearing black shirt). We've been hanging out ever since we found out that we have so many things in common. As she moved in to my place (her room is just right next to mine), we have become too close. She's like a sister that I never have. She knows everything about me, she's the one that I can trust, she's the one who scolds me when I do stupid things, she's the one who I can rely on, we share almost everything (except boys), we laugh and cry together and she even knows my deepest secrets.

One day, she told me that her mom wants her to moved out and move in back to her house. Her house is pretty far, it takes like 1.5 hours to reach her house. 15 January 2013, she officially moved out. I bursted out tears, I didn't know what to do. All the sad and happy memories flashed in my mind. It was like I just lost someone.

I realised that I was too dependent on her, I have to be the one I used to be, an independent girl. I've been trying to cheer myself up by saying 'I'll still meet her in the office anyways', and it works! We still talk to each other everyday, we call each other everyday and we still text each other everyday. And we'll be having some upcoming trips in the next few months.. :)

Palm Trees, Ocean Breeze, Salty Air, Sun Kissed Hair

Since I worked here, I almost forgot the word 'HOLIDAY'. I'm still in my probation period, so I can't take my leave now. Me and my colleagues once talked about going to Lombok, but it did not happen. So some of us decided to go to Bali at the end of this month. I am super excited, I bought the ticket, I am about to book the hotel. I am sure that we are gonna have so much fun there!!!  Bali, here we comeeee!!!!!

Fat Girl

I am not trying to offend anyone, I am referring the title to myself. I realized that I put on weight since I stayed in Melbourne, due to the fact that I ate too much back then. In short, I gained 6kgs there. As I went back for good, I tried to lose weight by doing exercises, I went to my nutritionist, I ate healthy food, voila.. I lost 3-4kgs. Then I went Melbourne last year, for my graduation, and I ate everything I wanted, then I continued my job hunting and went Jakarta so many times (1 day job interview, 4 days catching up with friends).  So I gained 1-2kgs.
As I started working here, I realized that food is everywhere. It is like, everyone here can't stop munching.
So, I have become one of them and gained 3kgs in 3 months. It did not stop, I've been working here for 7 months and I gained 5-6kgs. I tried to stop munching, but it seems the environment doesn't let me losing weight (excuse). I feel fat, my pants are all very tight, it's like my fats is about to explode, and I don't feel confident anymore.
People say 'no pain no gain', so I guess I really have to start dieting, doing exercises, and all. Wish me luck!!

Working Life

Its been a while since my last post. I've been busy with my job, and did not get any chance to write here. I've been working in this company for like almost 4 months. So far, I am enjoying my job. I love the environment, everyone is very nice, it feels like I have family here. Some of them are super awesome, so that we can hang out together.
It is true that the pressure here is high, but somehow I enjoy working here. I love what I'm doing, I love meeting new people, I love number crunching.. In short, I love my job!! hahaha..
One thing, I cant  stop thanking God because He gave me this job. He really knows what is the best for me. In the end, I realize that it's not about my plan, but it's all about His plan.